10/10/2023
We decided to visit a nudist Spa which wasn’t really aimed at couples but more gay men, being naked didn’t feel as daunting.
At this stage hadn’t told my husband that I found the thought of older men taking advantage of me horny. I didn’t think he would understand that I liked the thought of being used in a predatory manner.
I wanted husband to tell me what to do so I didn’t get anything wrong. He didn’t want to make me feel like he didn’t respect me.
He wanted to test boundaries.. he took me into a room and instructed me to be on all fours and allowed people to see him offering me to be touched but him choosing who is allowed and them excited to get chance..
I was horny that he had taken control not asking and not letting me see, excited to not know what would happen and hoping he would let me be fucked and not asked.
We hadn’t discussed this and he didn’t want to get it wrong.. I hadn’t told him at this point, that this being used as someone to unload in, not caring.
This experience was horny and opened us up more, walking around after not knowing who’s fingers had been in me and wondering.. telling my husband I liked he had taken control and how I liked him not needing to ask me for permission, that he was in always in charge.
He knows I would switch if I felt he was trying to make me uncomfortable, mutual fun always.