23/09/2023
I have lots of scenarios about situations where I have no choice and have to do and have to comply and the person finding it amusing that I hate it but defiant.
Because I won’t break, it becomes a challenge to prolong , starts with being forced to strip and being objectified, being groped , and not knowing what will happen, prolonging it to make me hate that I can’t do anything about it and them enjoying the control and knowing that they shouldn’t be doing it and that I hate that I think they are beneath me and hate that they are enjoying putting me in my place.. they hate me and want to see me break..