12/02/2022
First of all, I would like to specify that English is not my first language. I am not bad but I will never be able to write as well as in French. I'm not sure it's that important anyway but at least you are aware of it.
To give some context, Sarah and I broke up over 2 years ago. She was away for 6 months on a university exchange in the UK which was not a success for our relationship. It was my first love and even though I knew it was the right decision, it took me a long time to get over it when she left me. It sucks but it's part of life I guess.
It's been 1 year since she's in a relationship with someone else, but she always comes back to me, every 2 or 3 months or so. She is always saying that she wants to see me again, that her boyfriend is not very good in bed, that she loves him a lot but I am always in her head, and so on. I always refused as I thought it was disrespectful to come-back to me as a couple, and I didn't want to risk catching up on feelings when I didn't want to get back together with her.
However, even though I always try to make my decisions with my brain, I remain a young man of 23, at the end of a master degree, who therefore doesn't have much time to meet new people at the moment and is still a great lover of sex. And of course, something I forgot to mention is that she is a beautiful girl, French with Lebanese origins, 5'6, slim with small breasts and perfect ass. She also likes to be submissive as much as I like to be dominant, which has allowed us to always have a very fulfilling sex life when we were together.
In 2 months I'm going to Paris for my internship, so I knew that I wasn't going to take the risk of getting back together with her, and with the reasons previously mentioned, I decided to make her a proposition that she immediately agreed to because it’s a fantasies she had. The deal was that she had to be blindfolded when I arrived, that she had to let me do whatever I wanted with her for 2 hours, and that she had to wait until I left to remove her blindfold.
She was waiting for me at home, in a sexy bodysuit with a transparent kimono, blindfolded as requested. She was a little stressed so I started by kissing her and gently caressing all parts of her body, arms, belly, back, legs, letting her do the same. It didn't take long for her to feel comfortable, so I started to suck her nipples and to have my hands much more wandering, undressing her until she was naked, then I left her standing, legs spread, hands behind her back.
I handcuffed her, then of course I wanted to see her beautiful body in all possible positions, which I did while fingering her, giving her orders or restrictions such as not being allowed to kiss me or make noise, spanking her if she does not succeed, fucking her without allowing her to finish even if she is desperate to. I leave many details to your imagination. I allowed her to cum twice, just like I did, I also decided to make her a full cunnilingus before leaving, because I love it and she even more, to give her a last orgasm that will stay in her head. I left before she took off her blindfold as planned.
It was a very good evening, I have no regrets about going there, but I have decided to delete her number for good. I feel that I needed this and that it was the best way to put an end to a relationship that no longer exists and will no longer exist in the futur. In a selfish way, I know it made her remember what she lost by leaving me, and I'm fine with that. In a more general way, I'm looking forward to and hope that the sex will be even better with my future girlfriend.
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