09/11/2021
My addiction to extreme total enclosure bondage limits the number of women willing to indulge themselves at my expense.
The richest 'pickings' have always been with much older women, often overweight, or plain in appearance.
It seems that they are more willing to take a chance on the unusual, if it gives them access to a young healthy male body, totally unable to do ANYTHING other than cater to their deepest darkest desires...I am constantly surprised just how cruel and sadistic many women are, when given their choice of activity or mindset, although research tells me it has been this way since time immemorial - primitive tribes apparently left the torture of their captives, slaves, or rebels to the women...
when I was eighteen and newly discharged from the orphanage, my first landlady, was a gaunt, lanky woman of some age between fifty and seventy, a near perfect Hollywood stereotype of the pioneer 'school marm' type...when she found my 'gear' one day while I was out looking for work, while allegedly tracing a 'gas leak' she confronted me with implacable resolve, and demanded to see me confined that way...being naturally submissive, after 'training' under the nasty orphanage director, I found myself unable or unwilling - never was sure which - to disobey this intimidating harridan and got into my rubber outfit, and allowed her to make it secure and inescapable.
At which point she informed me that she had a cruel streak a yard wide, which she contended, was exactly what I needed and wanted...after weeks of rape, forced milking, and long hours under her insatiable rear end, 'worshiping' her large and demanding clit...
I reached the point of mindless obedience and surrender to her every whim...I was lucky enough to undergo such 'therapy' for five solid years before she became ill...this flavored my life from then on, and fixed me in a pattern of such humiliating and submissive behavior - plenty of frustrated older women out there, willing to think outside the box - or inside the bag, in my case...