21/06/2008
Black Velvet,
You say, "I'm an angel..." With that statement, I would think that others you know would think that YOU "...are usually stuck up about this kind of stuff..."
With that recognition, you might realize if you come off that way to some of your friends, and you are the way you are, then maybe some of your friends that come off that way are a little more like you.
I am not suggesting you send out a mass mailing to an orgy to see who comes. However, you might be able to subtly test the waters with them individually. Without being crude or graphic, mention a problem, something you enjoy or crave (that is mild and traditional), or something like that. Or maybe you might want to mention just remembering about some fictional game of truth or dare while in high school and some of the things "others" had to do. See what kind of reaction you get. I am not just referring to verbal reaction either. Is there an adjustment in the chair that might suggest a change in humidity? Anything. You might be able to open a door just a crack. Once you see in, that gives you the option to open it more later. I would bet that at least 10% of the people you know are just like you... or worse, and you have no idea.
Have fun,
JeffB