26/08/2021
I’m a terrible friend but the rush I receive can’t be controlled.
Just the thought of it drives me crazy until I succeed. It makes me a raging jealous fool towards husband and overly suspicious of my friends motives.
What is this that drives me so wild? It’s the fact that I have sex with all of my friends husbands.
I can’t control myself it’s like a mountain that has to be climbed. It always starts out so innocently just meeting them for the first time.
Saying hellos and all the regular pleasantries. Within minutes I’m wet and drunk with lust. It doesn’t matter much about their looks some are muscled up some are fat and everything in between.
What matters is the fact I want them.
It’s becoming a game where I guess how many days it’ll take me to succeed. I’ll reward myself with a gift if I’m right.
It often surprises me who is the weakest and who holds out the longest.
I enjoy the fat guys the most. Their large bodies against mine and overall desire to please me makes me feel special.
They tend to be the hardest to get. I think because they are more shy about their bodies. The muscled husbands are always the easiest.
Their egos can’t allow themselves to not be desired. I really enjoy messing with their heads. I bust their egos during sex by constantly asking for more.
Never moaning no matter how many times I cum and reassuring them at the end they did “ok”. It drives them crazy. They have got to prove they are the best so they keep coming back.
The most surprising ones are the most “successful ones”. It doesn’t matter their career level just the fact that they consider themselves overly successful.
It always turns into butt play with them. Not my butt their butt. It starts with a blow job. Then a little hole play, then a finger and before to many weeks their face down in a pillow being pegged.
The fact that I’ve slept with over 20 of my friends husbands makes me question my husband more.
I’m the one doing wrong but jealousy is in full swing when he’s around other women. I know what they are capable of.
I know how easy it is for a man to fall into a trap. All my friends tell me to lighten up on him but what they don’t realize is I’ve had all their cheating good for nothing husbands all ready.
If my husband cheated on me it would break my heart and I’d probably never recover.