14/09/2020
Hi, I’m Brandy. I’m 28 yo Bi Sub, 5”4”, 115 lbs, blonde hair, brown eyes, 32C breasts with permanently erect nipples (have been my whole life), and a shaved pussy. I’ve been a Sub most my life although I didn’t know it for quite a while. I do prefer men, but I am now a very well trained obedient Sub and will do whatever I’m told to by a Dom or Femdom. If you’ve read my some of my other posts about my journey finding out who I am and what my needs are, I hope you enjoyed it; if not let me repeat a little of the intro. My OBGYN once asked me how often I liked to have sex and I told her at least 2 hours a day. She seemed to have misunderstood and asked how many days a week and when I said every day she paused, wrote something in my chart and told me I was “oversexed”. I asked if that was a problem and she said only if it interferes with your life. I almost laughed as it is my favorite part of my life and told her it wasn’t a problem. She didn’t ask any more questions, but I suspect she realized that explained the various marks and bruises in private areas of my body.
I have several Doms I see often and even now two Femdoms that I visit infrequently. But I like variety and my sexual appetite is almost insatiable so I need to see different people for different experiences. I am upfront with them and my Doms all know about the others. Everything in my life was fine until one of my Doms contracted COVID-19, so I had to quarantine for 10 days and get tested regularly; well guess what even though I have no symptoms I tested positive which means now I have to remain in quarantine until I have 3 negative tests on three separate days. This is a serious problem ! I’ve tried phone, video, etc. but none of it works for me; I have to be with someone to orgasm. So I thought I’d write down some of my experiences of being a Sub and share them. After reading the wonderful and thoughtful comments people left me on my prior posts, I am so happy you enjoyed them. I must say reliving each of these experiences as I write them has been cathartic for me. I received several requests to explain the strict obedience training methods that one of my Doms used. So I called him to get permission and he said I could write about the first lesson of my training only, just to give you an idea of what techniques he used but the rest I am not allowed to share with anyone. So that is what this story is about.
To start, let me give you the larger picture. I met one Dom right after I graduated college that was exceptionally strict. Another Fem Sub that I knew told me about him and said he was too strict for her, but she thought he would be a good fit for me. She was definitely right about that. He trained me very well, including training me to cum only on command which let me tell you is not a course I’d recommend to anyone not able to handle a lot of punishment over a long period of time. This post is about the first lesson of my training. Note that any names are made up but the story is true.
I had made arrangements to meet my new Dom “Luther” at his house early on a Monday morning. I made sure I was there exactly on time, arriving early but ringing the doorbell at the exact time he told me to be there. I confess I was both excited about what I had heard, but also a bit scared given the comment my friend had made about him being too strict for her. When he opened the door I saw he was tall and well built with brown hair and eyes. He was attractive, although considerably older than I was guessing somewhere in his mid to late 30’s. He was wearing casual clothes, sweat pants and a t-shirt. I had put on some of my most sexy clothing and underwear wanting to make sure it would please him, but now I began to wonder if that was what he wanted. Luther told me to come in; I looked around at his house it was very modern and immaculate. He asked “you do know that I am very strict and demand complete obedience from my Subs” and I replied “yes Sir. He then told me to follow him and led me down a long stairway into the basement.
Luther casually said, take off all of your clothes you’re not going to need them today. The way he said “today” made me wonder how long this was going to last, but I quickly stripped naked and obediently awaited his next command. I looked around the basement and there were more devices and tools than I could ever imagine. I recognized some of them, but others were foreign to me and I couldn’t tell what they were for although I would eventually learn about all of them later in my training. There was a padded bench near the middle of the room and Luther told me to lie down on it. The bench had attachments at the sides for my arms and at the bottom for my legs. I lay down on the bench and placed my arms and legs where they appeared to belong. Luther came over and adjusted the bench so my arms were straight out at my sides and my legs were spread wide apart, locking the bench into that position. There was a large box next to the bench with lots of rope in it which Luther reached into and pulled out one piece; I could see they were numbered so he knew which one to use for what. He proceeded to tie every inch of my body from my waist up to my armpits firmly to the bench, when he got to my breasts he used a combination of knots and loops to tie them so they were squeezed tightly. He then took four more ropes and tied my arms and legs tightly to the bench attachments. The ropes were tight enough that I was completely immobilized, but not so tight that they cut off the circulation. By the time he was done I was so aroused lying there completely helpless I could feel my pussy start to moisten in anticipation.
Luther rolled over a table and locked the wheels so that it was positioned above my left shoulder next to my head. He placed a large container of what looked like a sports drink on the table and swung a metallic straw over my head so that it was positioned directly above my mouth. He said very seriously “Brandy, this is important so pay attention. You need to take a sip of this every ten minutes or you will get dehydrated. Take a sip now so you see how it works. “; I obediently complied, the straw was so long I thought I would have to suck hard on it to get any liquid but it actually was easy, all I had to do was raise my head slightly and sip on it to get a drink. He wheeled over a device that I was familiar with because one of my other Doms had one very much like it. It was a latex dildo attached to a rod which was then attached to a wheel on the device; I knew the device had a motor which would spin the wheel causing the dildo to move back and forth, basically a fucking machine. The rod also had an anal plug hanging from it on a steel chain, which I had not seen before. Luther removed a large tube of sex lube from his pocket, spread the lips of my pussy wide, pressed the tube into my pussy and squeezed a huge quantity inside me until it started dripping out from the side; then did the same with my ass. I lay there quietly not wanting to give him any reason to question my obedience. He then lubed the dildo thoroughly and slid the whole device forward pushing the dildo into my pussy, which caused me to moan very softly. He also lubed and inserted the anal plug into my ass. Luther took two wires with pads on the ends of them and attached one to each side of the fleshy mound above my pussy. He explained that the pads were sensors and when he turned the device on it would sense any movement which in turn would cause it to move; if I lay still it would not move but if I moved the machine would fuck me and the more motion the sensors detected the faster it would thrust. I was confused at this point; this all seemed so elaborate I couldn’t tell what the intent was.
Luther brought over a poll that had a solid base and a rod that ran horizontally off the top. Hanging from the rod was a wand vibrator which he positioned directly between my legs; adjusting it so it was leaning firmly against my clit. He then brought a tripod over with a camera attached that had a wire running across the floor and said “I’m going to be monitoring you with this; however it will not be recorded”. He turned on the fucking machine, but I remained motionless so it just sat there with the dildo in my pussy and the anal plug in my ass. He then turned on the vibrator and I could immediately feel my clit start to harden; Luther stood back and watched. After a few minutes my clit was really hard and throbbing; my body started to tremble which caused the device to start fucking me with the dildo slowly. The chain attached to the rod was hanging loosely so it didn’t move yet. The slow motion of the dildo and the vibrator pressed with its full weight against my clit made me moan loudly. I held back as long as I could but it was too much for me and I came hard with my hips thrusting up and down; this caused the fucking machine to move really fast thrusting deep inside me and when it thrust deeply it pulled the anal plug deeper into my ass which made me cum even harder and longer until I was screaming. Eventually my orgasm subsided and the machine slowed down then eventually stopped moving altogether. The vibrator was still pressed against my clit, but I managed to hold still. Luther said “good, now you see how this works”. He turned around and walked toward the stairs saying “I’m going to go to work now, I’ll be back later”, then left leaving me wondering how long “later” was going to be.
I took a long drink from the straw, being very careful not to move any part of my body but my head. I was OK and able to relax for a little while, but then that vibrator started to make me start to tremble again which set off the fucking machine and I found myself repeating another long hard orgasm. There was a clock on the wall and I tried to focus on that and not my engorged throbbing clit, but it didn’t matter what I did because about every 10 to 15 minutes I came again. This went on for over two hours repeating the same sequence of trembling, getting my pussy and ass fucked, and having long hard orgasms. My pussy was very swollen and I was sweating heavily even though the basement was cool, I did remember to keep drinking through the straw to stay hydrated. I thought maybe if I could somehow move the vibrator off my clit I could make this stop. So I tried to use my hips to shove the vibrator off to one side. This was a big mistake. When I moved my hips hard to push the vibrator the machine started thrusting fast and deep inside my pussy and ass; the vibrator only bounced off my leg and then landed back bouncing hard against my clit which made me cum very hard and long again. When my orgasm subsided I was breathing heavily and could feel my chest pressing against the ropes that bound me. I would not be trying that again.
After 4 hours of repeated orgasms, I was getting really tired and my pussy was swollen and sore but these were electric devices and there was no way they would stop, so I had to accept the fact that this was going to go on until Luther returned and I had no idea when that would be. After another hour I had drank so much from the straw I really had to pee, but I clenched to try and hold it in. Well this too had exactly the opposite effect than I wanted because when I clenched it set of the fucking machine which made me cum hard again; this time with a squirting orgasm which is something I never experienced before. As tired and sore as I was, that squirting orgasm was intense and I was really aroused which did have the positive effect of making my pussy juices flow so my pussy was more slippery again. I drank heavily from the straw. If I was going to have to cum many more times I wanted them all to be squirting orgasms.
I did cum many more times and some of them were squirting orgasms, every nerve ending in my body was tingling and now each time I orgasmed my eyes would roll back into my head. I screamed, I cried, I begged to make it stop, but there was no one there to hear me. I had never had so many orgasms and although I thought my sexual appetite was insatiable, I was clearly wrong as I had gone far beyond anything I could have ever imagined. I looked at the clock and saw that over 5 hours had passed; I didn’t know how much more of this I could take without losing my mind.
I haven’t mentioned this in my other posts because it runs counter to the image of an obedient Sub, but I grew up and still live in NYC and my mother enrolled me in a Taekwondo dojo when I was young so I could protect myself. I stuck with it all the way through college attaining the rank of second Dan so I have a great deal of self discipline and body control. I reached deep into my training and forced my body as tired as it was to become rigid. I meditated and slowed my breathing to calm my body as much as possible. This worked for a while, but unfortunately my body betrayed me as it was so hard wired now after all these years to cum hard when stimulated and I could feel my body start to quiver again as that damn vibrator incessantly pressed hard against my clit. I couldn’t hold back any longer and I came again long and hard as the fucking machine thrust deep into my pussy and ass. I was completely defeated and submitted to the machines making me cum over and over again.
Wearily I looked up at the clock seeing another 90 minutes had passed. I had been there for almost 7 hours now and was beginning to regret having been attracted to the thought of a “very strict” Dom. But then I heard the door open and Luther walked down the stairs. Without a word he shut off the vibrator and fucking machine rolled it backwards so the dildo and anal plug pulled out of me; then unbound me from the table. Luther helped me first sit up which made me lightheaded; then he helped me stand holding my arm and waist until I wasn’t wobbling and could stand on my own. He pointed to a glass and chrome shower stall in the corner of the room and told me to get cleaned up and to come upstairs to the kitchen when I was done. He left and went upstairs. I staggered over to the shower and saw there was a table next to it. On the table were a towel and my clothes all neatly folded with my clothes stacked in a pile. I got in the shower and turned the water on, there was a brand new bar of soap and I washed myself thoroughly. I dried off with the towel and wrapped my long hair with it as I got dressed. I dried my hair as much as I could with the towel and then folded it neatly as it had been placing it back on the table.
My pussy and ass were so sore climbing those stairs was painful, but there were handrails on both sides and I managed to drag myself to the top. I looked around saw where the kitchen was and walked in. Luther pointed to the table which had four chairs but only one place setting and told me to sit where the place setting was. He was cooking something and I realized I hadn’t had anything to eat except yogurt and a fruit smoothie since early this morning so I was really hungry. He brought over a tray and placed a plate with scrambled eggs and toast in front of me. He then put a cup of herbal tea and an assortment of small jars of jam plus one of honey in front of me. I was practically drooling when Luther told me to eat. While I was eating I realized this meal was carefully planned to revive me; it had protein, starch, sugars, and a calming tea. I finished everything on my plate and drank all of the tea which I had sweetened with the honey. I sat there obediently looking at Luther who was sitting opposite me at the table sipping what looked like Scotch.
I couldn’t resist and asked “did I please you Sir ?” I thought I heard Luther sigh as he put the glass he was holding down on the table. He said “Brandy, your performance today was average at best. There are 10 lessons each one harder than the one prior and you need to master each before moving on to the next. The first lesson is to teach you to be able to control your body even under duress. So before I answer your question, let me ask you if you want to commit to being fully trained ?” I hesitated and thought about it for a moment but then replied “yes Sir”. Luther said “then I am pleased with you. Come back tomorrow at the same time and you will repeat this lesson until you learn complete self control.” I replied “yes Sir, thank you for taking the time to teach me”.
Luther escorted me to the door and I walked only as far as the corner of the block where he couldn’t see me anymore. I was too sore to walk all the way home and hailed a cab. When I got home I immediately filled a bag of ice and sat down with it between my legs, thinking what had I just committed to ? But I did go back the next day and the day after that; by the middle of the third day I had mastered my first lesson and could remain motionless even under the most intense orgasm. Luther was pleased and told me to take one day off before we would start my second lesson. I was both eager and fearful, remembering he had said each lesson was harder than the prior one. This is as much as I’m allowed to share so this story ends here, but I did complete all 10 lessons and as I said in the beginning of this post it is not something I would recommend to anyone not able to handle a lot of punishment over a long period of time.