02/11/2019
I was 18 in high school in the early 60's and I was dating a luscious girl in my class. We double dated with another couple and after several dates we ended up at her girlfriends house. One thing led to another and my GF and I wound up in a bedroom. We both stripped and laid beside each other touching and fondling each other but nothing overly sexual. We were kissing, touching and I was rubbing her breasts and the area around her pussy but no penetration of any kind. Over the next several weeks the same thing would have - naked on the bed, kissing, light caressing each other, licking and sucking her nipples but nothing else. Remember this is the early 60's, condoms (or rubbers as we called them) were not readily available in every convenience store. Getting pregnant may have been the worst thing that could happen to a girl.
While I was horny as hell, I was also terrified of intercourse and getting a gal pregnant. Not sure how I controlled my raging hard on, but I did. Anyway, one night we are at my girlfriends house. Her parents were sleeping in the room next to hers, It may have been midnight or later and we went to her bedroom, undressed, got into bed and started our usual routine. This is the first time we ever did anything at her house. For whatever reason. I was caressing and playing with her pussy lips and slipped my finger into her pussy for the first time. Her pussy was warm and extremely wet. I loved the sensation and suddenly I was spewing cum all over the myself and the bed. I came so fast it scarred the hell out of me. All I could think of was if I had tried to penetrate her, I would have dumped my load in her pussy instantly and probably gotten her pregnant. I was so scarred I immediately got dressed, left and actually broke up with her. I could not trust myself and had no interest in getting her pregnant. Her girlfriend did get pregnant and married but the marriage never lasted.
I really felt like a total jerk that I reacted as I did. She was a great gal I just didn't trust myself. I never actually fucked anyone until my freshman year in college and then I became a real fuckmeister. Since then I have had the pleasure of fucking and eating over 60 women. It never gets old and I love the taste and feel of a hot wet pussy!!. The best pussy is the last one I played with and fucked.