09/08/2018
Ever since we were first married i'd had these thoughts about my wife C.During a rough patch early in our marriage,C had started going out with her old friends,from long before we met.I' m a bit older than her and we had no friends in common,so married with two kids at 20 she probably felt a bit suffocated by responsibilities at such a tender age. I didn't like her going out, but felt it best not to make too much of a fuss as i assumed she'd get fed up of it on her own.She'd go out looking gorgeous to the local pub she used to go to before she met me, often coming back tipsy or just plain pissed,usually late ,long after the pubs had closed.I' d ask her where she'd been,who'd been there etc,to be given basic answers without ant details..I knew her old friend F was there,and she was always on the pull,and had been when they were girls together.A few times C had come home in the early hours,so pissed she could hardly walk,and i soon began to wonder what she'd been up to.Not wanting further rows I didn't question her too hard,but was fairly sure she was up to no good.eventually she stopped going out and told me she loved me and wanted to spend her time with me rather than anyone else.Still,I wondered what had been going on that summer.
Fast forward 25 years and I'm still not sure what went on.However,I have found that the suspicions I had at that time have gradually turned into the basis for many erotic fantasies i have involving her.I realised that far from being angered by my suspicions,I was quite turned on by them.She is now a respectable middle aged mum of 4,put on weight,but I still remember her being sex on legs.We still have great sex, but my mind often turns to what she may have been up to and with whom.
I will picture her out,with guys her own age,drinking and letting go inhibitions,being taken outside for a chat,and going further than she'd expected.I imagine watching her as she allows herself to be kissed and touched,on the pub car park,before taking a walk over the road to the quiet of the park acroos the road,where I had taken her so many times.This may have happened for real,I 'm not sure,but it has always been a fantasy of mine to see her do it,to go with someone and do all the things we do together.My fantasy has evolved a little,so that now we go out and I tell her that I want to see her find someone to take her over the park,with me following,and to let them have her as I watch and join in.I want to watch her face as she does what I've told her to do,for her to reach into this guy's pants and pull him out,to play with him and get him hard,to get on her hands and knees and suck on him.I would approach,assure him there was no problem,and kneel behind her,pull her underwear to one side and fuck her.This fantasy ends as it should,with two guys spunk in her mouth and cunt,her tired out with semen all over her face,feeling ashamed at what she has done for me.
I will try to find a way to broach the idea of doing this for real,perhaps she will surprise me and not dismiss it out of hand,I look back to those days she was out alone doung who knows what,and will hope to convince her.....
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Will