29/11/2007
I dreamed in high school of satisfying women in bed that never had an orgasm during sexual intercourse. My dad was a professor and divorced and I chose to live with him. My dad dropped me at the college library in the evening when he had dates and I did homework. Hence I got mostly all A's but I usually finished before he picked me up. That is when I did research at the college library on the nymphomania syndrome. It is caused by men that have no concern for a woman during their loving acts in bed. I vowed to my self to never be that way. Other books talked about how a husband can work to learn how to overcome the frigid nature of some women. I studied from 16 to 19 very hard and dreamed. I never hugged, kissed, or held hands with a girl or woman before I was 19, and after about six months with my very first girl friend I got to make love with her. For months I gave her oral sex and then she would orgasm. She pulled me up on her, cheek to cheek, and I continued to prolong her multiple orgasms with my magic hands on her vulva, as we were cheek to cheek. She did not want my penis inserted until she was married. She let me rub my penis in the wetness after I had given her oral sex and she was orgasming. If then I came I put my penis on her belly undulating as if inside.
I have always been that way. I have always taken my time with a woman. I have slept with woman for months and never had sexually intercourse with them because they did not say it was alright, yet. To this day that has happened more that the few times that I did have coitus ultimately.
I joined an ashram after my first girl friend jilted me. She fell in love with her high school sweet heart one weekend she went home to visit her mother. They had sex and he asked her to marry him. I wore black in morning for a year because I missed her so much.
At the ashram, I learned yoga and they considered me a master re-incarnated. I never believed any of their Hindu hocus-pocus at all. I just wanted to get away for the summer between semesters in college and really wanted to study yoga. My karate teacher had moved so I was not studying karate then. Near the end of the summer I was able to do it all, even the hardest yoga positions that my teachers no long could do. I still stand on my head to mediate for 20 to 25 minutes now, but then I did it for hours.
One of my fellows, a little younger than me grow to become very good friends with me and he really looked up to me a lot. He was not as dark skinned as the others in the ashram and I think before he joined he was in a level in society that they respected his family background. So, near the end of the summer I was considering leaving to go back to college. He and I played chess the first day we meet. I was nationally rated in the USCF and easily defeated him. He wanted to play chess with me at every free moment. I played tournament chess at that time (college years) and enjoyed it greatly. He never beat me.
Well, just before I was sure that I would leave, his sister came to visit the family there. He had told his sister about me, my chess, and my yoga. She thought of me as a master re-incarnated as well. When I meet her, he walked me down the banks of the stream there and she had been swimming with the children all much, much younger. They always swam nude. She was beautiful.
They dressed and we all walked back to the buildings we usually ate in. She immediately walked to mediate with me. She set up the room and we were alone.
I did not know that she had been studying a different style than mine. By the way, so far, my lady friends and this lady "Calie" too were all older than I was. I was considered advanced when I was young. I looked older when I was young and now that I am old, I look young. The swami made me do squats into cold water to avoid nocturnal loss of semen.
She was studying Tantra and was probably good at it. Again, I did not then and do not now believe the hocus-pocus, but they do not believe having sex all the time is bad. She said the swami in his believes were correct for his life style and that in Tantra you should never loss the semen during coitus but if you do there is a yoga exercise to suck it back. In fact, they believe that a woman cums too. In both, the man and the woman, the swami called it Bindu. She said that I needed to practice sucking her Bindu into me with my penis because she was sucking my Bindu out of me with her vagina.
Well, we were in there for five days alone having sex.
We were naked the entire time and I would stay hard. She said when I was hard it was her duty to have coitus with me. I was very much in love with her. I really did not think it was lust. To this day, it is the greatest joy I have ever had. I still believe it was love at first sight and at every sighting my love made me hard for her. She could hardly take time to urinate because we had made love so much. I ran cross-country, track and steeplechase in college. I had great endurance and was very strong then I would pick her up and carry her in my arms. I held her upside down and she gave me oral sex while I have her oral sex. Well, she liked it, but I was not into it so much then. She want to suck my penis a lot but I reminded her that I needed to learn the Tantra way of coitus and she agreed with me. So, we had sexual intercourse more instead.
Now, I have to say it was getting hard for her to walk normally from all this. I could see no end in sight. I wanted to be with her forever. Then see said she needed to fly back to be with her Tantra partner in the west.
I drove her to the airport and parked and we walked into the airport. I was so sad and she knew it and felt bad for me. But she was a great woman. She said that had to go the lady's room and I waited outside for her. I never saw her again. I waited until they closed the airport and they said the lady's room was empty. She exited some other way like out a window or something. It was her way of reducing my suffering.
Well, I have continued to use what I learned since then and am still learning. The last partner that I had did not ever experience an orgasm during coitus until there was me. I learned from her too. I found a way to insert my penis that simulates the clitoris without going in and out. It is almost too exciting for my penis especially when the second orgasm she is have kicks in. I usually can hold it on her first, but I some times lose it on her second but if I do not then ejaculate, she can have a third orgasm and I won't loss it.
So then, with me not yet climaxing, I can give her oral sex. She is so wide and the juicy flow. This is the tasting time.
I have always been sure to give oral sex almost ever time as part of foreplay. It is very important to me and I love it. Ever woman taste different and it is the scent that stays with me that really keeps me reminded of the love making session after. I have a well, developed sense of smell. I have trouble seeing so I talk about how I drive by my sense of smell. Even days lately, I can conjure the smell up in my mind and get really erect. I have had trouble all my life with my male hormones. I think that is why I look younger, have no gray hair yet, and have to study martial arts. I have been training for a long time now in Karate and in Aikido too which together blend into an effective way to control my hormones. It was invented in a Buddhist temple and used to keep monks in control of their urges too.
Anyway, back to my story. The taste, that I am talking about staying in my memory. That is why it is important to me to keep tasting. This usually starts her all over again. That last lady that I mentioned, would wind down after only three orgasms so that I needed to start her up again. I think it has to do with practice and maybe how athletic the woman is. Calie was very athletic and she continually orgasmed with me. That makes me believe she was good at Tantra.
I believe some of Tantra, but remember that I do not believe their pocus-hocus then or now. There was a time that I used my mind to remain erect after I had ejaculated inside Calie vagina that I ejaculated again within least than one minute. It has since happened in other love making for me. Normally, I do not stay erect more than 30 minutes after ejaculation and so, I do not have enough time for the reflex nerve to relax in my prostate to allow the second orgasm while sucking Bindu in with my penis. But, I have in my life, after having been divorce, re-united with a former lover that I had before I was married. She was still just as attractive to me as before. After dinner, on our first date from the re-union, the kisses were so passionate that we undressed and started making love. She had been the first that I had a double orgasm with since Calie. That night I ejaculated three times in least than a minute. Now, that is what I think is Tantra for me.
Well, I am going to quit to see what you have to say.
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