21/05/2012
The closet slut – part 1
I have done my best to not let a reputation of me being a slut, get out in the open. For years I have snuck around so friends and family wouldn’t know what I am into. When I was in high school I dated guys from other towns, my one nighters were not with locals and so on. My freshman years in college I was able to do a few more things, but still tried to keep my sex life a secret. One thing I wanted to try was doing a gangbang. I had seen a couple of them in movies and had a couple girl friends that had been in some. I decided the best way to do it and keep it quiet was to try and meet some men from online. I went to work searching through the site looking for a way to put together a group for a gangbang. After learning to navigate the site, I did a search for “group” to see what would come up within 100 miles of my location. 250 hits came back. Dam this was going to be a search. So I get to page 3 and find a posting of a group of guys that specialize in group sex. I read through their profile to learn more about them. They are a group of black men, ages 28 to 53 and all in good shape. I decided to send an email and see what happens. I got a reply with in about 20 minutes and was able to ask questions and so on. They wanted some pictures so I edited my face out of several and sent them a few. About an hour later I received and email saying that they would love to see me and asked me several questions wanting details as to what I was looking for. I listed the things I was looking for including that I wanted it to be done with 10 men. They didn’t want to do it with more than 6 for a list of reasons but I was able to talk them into it. We set up a time and place to do it. When the time came I drove down the night before and spent the night. I was so nervous I was about to pass out from breathing to hard. The morning before the gangbang I went to the spa and got pampered. Massage, tanned, and nails were done. Went and got my hair and makeup done. After that I went back to my room and got dressed. I put on a matching bra/panty set, a pleated skirt and a halter top. I was fit for a Las Vegas night club. It was now almost 3 PM and time for me to go. I got in my car and started to make the drive. My heart was pounding, my hands shaking. Ahead I seen a sign for a liquor store and promptly pulled in. I had to get something to settle my nerves. I purchased a small bottle of peppermint schnapps and took a couple drinks from it once I got back into my car. By the time I pulled into the motel parking lot my hands had stopped shaking but my heart was still pounding so had it almost hurt. I took one more stiff pull of the bottle of schnapps and headed for the room to meet the guys. I walked through the lobby, past the pool and down the hallway. I got to the room number they had texted me. I took a deep breath and knocked on the door. As the door opened, I could see the guys standing around the room. They invited me in and made introductions. They asked if I want to talk a little first or have a drink. I said no, lets just get thes going before I get to nervous and back out. They asked the rules and I told them they are very basic. 1, once it starts it don’t stop no matter what I say, 2 no toilet play and 3 have fun. I then walked over to one of the guy, knelt down and unzipped him. My hands were shaking again but I was fighting through the urge to get up and run like hell. He pulled himself out of his jeans and I opened up, leaned forward and took him in. I took him in and out slowly working my tongue around the head. I could feel him growing erect in my mouth with is a feeling I love. It wasn’t long and I began to feel hands roaming my body. My nerves began to settle down and I started to get into it. They each took turns standing in front of me letting me put their large dark cocks in my mouth. My cloths started coming off and 1 od the guys had laid down and slid under me and began to lick my pussy. I was thinking “this is going to be AWESOME!!”. They moved me up onto the bed and a few of them joined me. It felt so good to not have any control as they took turns with me. 2 and 3 of them at a time, they used me as their sex toy. 3 hours later I got dressed and walk out with my heels in my hands and a huge smile on my face. Now, I make the trip to see them every other week.