06/04/2011
I don’t know why but we always undressed each other so quickly. He would hold me though, we would kiss so long and hot but I wanted more, I wanted to beg him to shove his tongue into my mouth to explore it-no ravage it! But I couldn’t say that, that would be too embarrassing, too much for my weak personality. He pulled away from me a bit, his warm body still pressed to mine driving me nuts, and whispered to me with only the light of the moon illuminating our flushed faces.
“I love you Amy” his voice was husky with his lust for me. Those words though made my heart burst, I wanted to moan the pleasure I felt from them but I couldn’t I was too embarrassed. I couldn’t moan but I could say what I was feeling too and I was shocked to hear that same husky lust in my voice too, even if it made my voice silkier than rough.
“I–I love you too Robert.” Oh and I couldn’t have meant it more.
He instantly pressed his heated lips against mine, so soft I wanted to suck on them all day but a few moments would have to do. He slipped his luscious, warm hands up my sides and over my breasts, mooshing them and twisting them too much. I wanted to tell him just grip them, squeeze them gently but that stupid embarrassment held me back. The skin on my breasts just weren’t sensitive but the meat underneath was, at least to too much squeezing. But watching and feeling him lick and suckle my breasts made me so happy, I wanted him to be a bit rougher with my nipples but I didn’t care. I had him; I had my hot loving Robert all to myself if only for these moments.
I craved for him to put those big hands of his on my shoulders, for them to slid down my back and squeeze me hard against his hot hard body. I wanted to cry that’s how much I wanted to tell him these things but I couldn’t; of all the things I can do in public and feel no shame but to tell the man I love in the privacy of a closed room all the things I wanted him to do to me would be too much for me.
I was drawn back to reality as Robert took my moist clit into his mouth, I gasped in surprise but it felt sooooooo good. His tongue was so slick rubbing just the right spots, I don’t know how but he always found just the right spots making my whole body hot. The fires in me built to unbearable levels making my skin feel too big but before I knew it everything inside me tightened with a shock. My sinews felt at the brink of snapping from all the clenching my muscles where doing but it felt incredible, almost too much. I had to grip Robert’s thick silky short hair to keep some sense of sanity and to pull him off me when my body was finally done quaking.
“you came hard” he said smirking “eeeek! Yo-you jerk!” I shoved him but he cradled me to him so tenderly that I couldn’t fight him, I could feel the smile creeping over my face as I wrapped my arms around him pulling him into a kiss. I could feel his hot throbbing member pressing against my pelvis and it made my chest tight with need, I wanted him and I wanted him now. I suckled his delicious lower lip as he pulled away, I try to be gentle but I want to gnaw on those decadent lips of his oh how kissing them made me so hot.
He sat back on his knees, snuggling himself between my shivering thighs, one lovely hefty hand gripping the large muscles of my thigh shifting my leg to get better entry to me, the other hand guiding his steamy rod towards my soaking core. I bit my lip in anticipation, gasping at the pleasurable fullness that spread through me as he pressed into me to the hilt of his rod. He held himself there moment, oh how I loved that moment before we dived into our blissful labor, it let me enjoy the quakes as they spread through my body and the shiver that sped up my spine. When he started to thrust I had the most primordial need to clutch him to me, even if at time he worked himself to fast in the beginning, this need was overpowering but I never resisted it, never. I ran my hands over his lean muscular biceps gripping them lustily down to his straining forearms and back up again. I wanted to grip every part of him, I wanted to memorize the feel of his skin as the muscles underneath strained especially his back. I can’t fathom why but that beefy, smooth, musky back of his made my body boil for him. I hurried my impatient hands to those idyllic shapely muscles on that backside I couldn’t get enough of.
I had my eyes closed to afraid to see what I looked like, the flabby mess that I am, under that beautiful if imperfect body of his. Sometimes I didn’t know what to do, do I move under his undulating muscles or do I stay still so he can better concentrate? At times my body wanted to move at others it called for my stillness. But was it what he wanted? Did what I do make him as hot for me as I am for him? do I have a muscle or body length that he just couldn’t stop touching like I did for him? all these questions but how do I ask, how do I say ‘ what do you want’ so that he knows what I mean? I cried for the want to make him as happy as me, except I’m just too self-conscious to say anything that’s going through my head because I simply can’t withstand the idea of him rejecting or laughing at me.
So I held still gripping him, with my mouth open invitingly, panting in my lust for him. I don’t know if he saw my mouth open or if he just wanted it as much as me, but he leaned arched toward me burying my lips in his. His tongue was hotter and wetter than before, I loved it. His arms nestled on either side of me, his hot mouth melded to mine, his sweaty body pumping against my own, oh the sweetness that the imagine filled me with was too much to bear; And just when I needed it too, as I could feel his body starting to quake from more than the strain. He pulled away from my mouth with a gasp, straightening so that he could ram into me with all the strength and speed he had. I panted loudly barely able to breath, it felt as though his rod was somehow thrusting into my heart. Yes my mind screamed, oh goddess yes! I bit my lip ring to keep from screaming as my orgasm tore through me, even as I felt he’s hot seed pouring into me.
Huffing he collapsed onto me, disengaging his member from me, his hot ragged body pressing against mine. I let a few tears fall in sweet satisfaction as he hugged me to him, snuggling against my breasts, smiling in a way that made my heart swell to bursting.
“I love you” he breathed voicing my own thoughts.
“ I love you too honey” happy that he couldn’t see my tears of joy.
Amy note: sex is sometimes the only time we see the true sides of selves, the only time we’ll admit what we really feel even if it isn’t out loud. So I wrote this to tell you my sweetling all those things I think, my fears, and my embarrassing thoughts too.
I love you Robert I really truly do, so be the man I love and hold me to you in a loving embrace forever.