12/09/2010
I grew up in an area of mostly Catholics. I went to school and the Nuns were good teachers but were sometimes mean. I think they thought they were doing the right thing. I never heard the word masterbate until I was a senior. I really had no idea what it was but I knew the sisters didn't like it. I don't know how I knew. I just did.
I had touched myself but had never really masterbates. I notice once that when I rode the train to visit my aunt and uncle, the seat vibrated in a certain way that made my parts tingle. I sat that way as best as I could and as often as I could all the way to the train station. I did not know then, but I know now that I finished at least twice. I did not understand what was happening. I just figured it only happened on trains.
Now that I am older I know better. I have several toys that vibrate far better than that first time on the train.