29/05/2010
This my dear friends is not a story of sex rather it is a story of me and my best buddy. Today it has been exactly one year when my only pal died in front of my eyes and in my arms. In some way or the other I find myself responsible for his demise. Had I not fought with him the previous day then things would have been quite different today.
Some of you might find it boring but it has to be said. May be it is the time when I can ask for an apology to the one who is no more with me. The story begins with my first day at school. When I was just three and a half years of age. There I met a person for whom I could never have guessed that he’ll my only friend for the coming 22 years of life and even after that.
We shared almost the same passions, same thoughts and even the same grades at school. It was like if he is having a weird stuff then I wanted it so badly that I fought for it. And for him it was just the same. When we were children we fought for stuff and managed by sharing and when we grew older the stuff were replaced by girls and man there was no ain’t sharing for that kinda stuff.
At least from my side. We always fell from the same girls. N although he was far better looking guy than me but I always managed better lot of girls. And there were instances that I got the girl whom he proposed and got rejected. Believe me that is the irony. This is the story of a same instance. When we were in eighth grade there was this girl with big eyes and even bigger busts.
He proposed her and well she was not interested (and later told me that she didn’t liked fair guys, which obviously was a lie) and rejected the proposal. Than the story moves when we were in high school. I don’t know was it destiny or was she gone nuts she proposed me!! And I was such a stupid idiot I said no cause I was madly in love with some other girl of my class.
Anyway let’s move to the spicy part for majority of the readers. I flunked my 12th grade and was back home. Out of nowhere I got this call from her that she still awaits me. I got my dick take over my mind and I said that I was such a fool to say NO to a girl like her and blah blah blah. We immediately started to have an affair and I kept it a secret from ankit (my friend).
Me and akansha (my gf) had a couple of dates and it took me more than a year to get a kiss. But after that it moved quite fast. It was a couple of months later that ankit got to know about our secret and made no issue of that. He even asked me that when am I going to fuck her.. the later dates were interesting,
we did everything she sucked me and I licked her fingered her but man whenever I asked her to fuck then it was a big NO. it went like that for over an year. And I fell in love with her during that time. We got serious and like every serious couple we started to have serious fights. Every time she called ankit and cried and asked him to talk to me etc etc etc.
Then finally a time came when we had to break up. After that it became her habit to cal ankit cry out her feelings. Here comes the big one.. one day while I was in ankit’s office he asked me whether I would like to fuck akansha. I got a big jolt. I asked him what is the matter. He told me that akansha asked ankit that why I had left her.
And ankit told him that she never let me fuck her that is why I left her. That is what a person needs from a relationship. He talked her to get fucked from me. I laughed out loud and I asked what is in it for you pal. Then I got to know that he was into akansha’s cousin. Any way He made me to call her and make up with her. And assured me that she won’t say no if I asked to fuck her.
When we had our makeup I don’t know why I got serious again. I asked her out and we went to a nearby tourist area. We booked a room there. We had already talked about it so I came prepared with 3 packets of kamasutra condoms. We were not new for oral sex and foreplay so that part was not hard. As soon as we entered the room we started to kiss like mad people.
She literally ripped my t shirt apart and started kissing and licking me all over. But I had my cool and went in a very controlled way. I asked he to get undressed slowly. She said do it yourself. I started to undress her and with each piece of cloth I removed I kissed her passionately at that place.
After a while there she was lying just in her panty which was soaked by then with her love juices. I slowly pulled it down kissing her in the surrounding area of her love hole but not on it deliberately which was making her moan and yearn for my tongue into that cute little lips of love. She was clean shaven and smelled like a dessert. I started to first kiss her on the pussy lips.
And then I parted them with my fingers and dug into most admiring thing the nature has made for man. I licked her for about 10 mins in which she came once. Then it was her turn to reciprocate the gesture. She got hold of my trousers and underwear and pulled them both at once. She was always fond of my dick.
It isn’t that big that people claim here but I know it is more than what a woman needs. My dick was oozing precum. She cleaned it with her panty ant opened her mouth for me to enter. But I wanted to tease her. So I did nothing. She took it in her mouth herself winking and smiling wittingly at me.. she sucked me. Man she was the best sucker I’ve ever met.
She rolled her tongue over and over again and whenever I was about to cum she would stop.. and when finally I came it was all over her face. She was not very fond of drinking or licking cum of a man but neither she was disgusted.. in a way she liked it. Always. After a while I was ready again and so was she.
Just to pretend that I had never fucked before I read the instruction on how to put a condom. When I was done with that. It was time to penetrate the untouched lands. She was really tight. My first two attempts failed and I slipped. Then she helped me to guide my dick in. as soon as the head of my tool entered she screamed with pain.
I muffled her screams either by putting my hands on her mouth or by kissing her. I kept it there for a few moments. Then slowly I pushed it in. a few drops of blood came out. And she was still crying silently with pain. When my dick was completely in I lied over her and rested there. After may be a couple of minutes I started to pump her.
At first she flinched with pain then there was a mixed feeling of agony and pleasure and after a few strokes the agony disappeared and all was pleasure.. she was moaning very quiltly.. mmmmmmmmmmmaaaaaaaaa mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh
iiiiiiiii lllllllllooooooooooveeeeeeeee yoooooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuu. We are finalllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy one. Yes yes yes yes yes yes.. mhmhmh mh.. those words still are fresh in my mind.. after a few minutes of pumping and humping we changed positions.
now the attack was from the back side.. she came quickly that way and now it was my turn to shoot. I came inside her. And I was wearing condom so there was no such threat.. we lay there for over half an hour. We did it thrice that day.. and I was thankful to ankit for this fuck she too was thankful to him for getting me back.
Weeks went by and every weekend we got a chance to fuck. But I felt that she was loosing interest in me. After a couple of months I found out that she was having an affair with ankit too. She claimed that she slipped and it lasted for not more than a month. When I asked ankit he told me that he was sorry. I made a real fuss about that and stopped talking to him.
This went for over six months.. Then akansha got married to a rich guy. Ankit claimed during one of our fights that he had fucked her but akansha denied it. She swore on her life and I believed her. After a few months of her marriage I and ankit got normal. But one day I just taunted on him and we had a big fight. Next day we were hanging out in group.
I didn’t ask him to come with me. He went with other guy and I was just behind them. They met accident in front of me. I ran towards ankit. Took him in my arms, rested his head on my chest. There he breathed for the last time.
I still cry whenever I miss him. My guilt has grown many folds during this one year. I just can’t express how much importance he had for me. I am still alone. With no friends. It was just my fault. It has always been........
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