09/03/2010
By the time I was 19 I meet Josh. He is a few years older and we hit it off right from the start. I had sex with him on our second date and he's just fun to be with. He had small parties once or twice a month and I meet a lot of new friends. One night we were at Josh's apartment with two other couples and they started talking about strip poker. I didn't want to play at first but Josh dared me and I couldn't refuse. As it progressed everyone had less and less clothing on. I was the third one to be completely naked along with one of the guys and another girl. I was embarrassed but soon realized how it aroused me with the three guys looking at me. Josh was the next to be naked and at the end we were all naked, even the guy who won took his underwear off. We were all drinking and everybody laughed about it. When they left Josh and I had sex and I was so aroused but what had just happened, I orgasmed several times that night.
Over the next few days Josh and I talked about it often and eventually I admitted to him that it turned me on that the other guys saw me naked. Over a few months we played strip poker two more times and each time it excited me more. In one game I purposely lost just to undress more and there were three other couples that night. We never had sex with the other couples but by the time they would leave I would be completely aroused. Josh admitted it aroused him also and when I told him I get wet when the other guys look at me, he called me an exhibitionist.
Over the next year we only played it three times. I could tell most of the girls were humiliated by it and even a couple of the guys. I was the opposite and even began shaving off my pubic hair to further my nudity and arousal. My sex life was great with Josh and had been since I first met him. We were at the beach one day and a few guys were eyeing me up. I had a string bikini on and Josh just laughed and said I was drawing a crowd. We just started talking about it and I began telling him how much I get turned on when other guys see me naked. He laughed when I said it then just told me I really am an exhibitionist. I told how I missed the strip poker games and the guys seeing me nude. I'm not sure exactly how he said it but he dared me if I wanted him to bring guys over to look at me naked. I can't refuse a dare! I said it would if the guy knew I was letting him see me intentionally but not if he thought I didn't know about it.
I think months went by and occasionally Josh and I talked about it and I don't think he thought I was serious about it at first. I had moved in with him a few months before the first time he actually did it. We were eating dinner and he told me a guy he works with was coming over to borrow one of his tools. To my surprise he asked me if I wanted to let the guy see me naked. I thought he was just kidding at first but soon knew he wasn't when he reminded me of his dare. I just said I'm not going to just stand and strip in front of this guy so Josh suggested I get in bed naked and pretend I'm asleep. He said he'd bring the guy in the bedroom and uncover me. We both started laughing at the thought of it and I agreed to do it. I asked Josh if it would bother him and he just said he didn't think so. Shortly before this guy came to the apartment I went in and got in bed naked with a sheet over me. I could hear Josh and his friend talking and when Josh asked the guy if he wanted to see me naked the guy thought he was joking about it. Josh told him some story about how I get drunk and sleep like a log and the guy just said yea ok. Josh turned on the light as soon as they came in and slowly pulled the sheet off of me. I was lying on my back with my head turned away from them. The guy just said wow, she is hot, and made a few remarks about my breasts and shave pussy. I didn't know what Josh was going to do this but he pulled my legs apart to expose my vagina. They whispered the whole time but I heard every word they said. This guy couldn't believe Josh was letting him see me like this. After ten or fifteen minutes he put the sheet back over me and turned off the lights as they walked out of the room. When the guy left, Josh and I talked about it for a few minutes then had fantastic sex for the next hour or so. He told me it turned him on also and agreed to do it again.
That was almost nine months ago and since then 11 other guys have seen me naked like that, some two or three times. Afterwards Josh and I always have the best sex ever. Of the eleven guys I only know three of them and do see them sometimes but never let on I know they saw me like that. The other eight guys are co-workers with Josh.
In July Josh started masturbating me as they watched. He tells them I'm drunk and won't wake up which is very difficult to fake. He just tells them to be quiet and starts fingering me. I am usually already wet when he starts just by the fact that they are looking at my nude body. I do moan some but try my hardest not to make to much noise and only slightly move my pelvis as he masturbates me. I sometimes climax twice when he does this.
Josh dared me to let feel me up. At first I told him no, but then told him that would be ok. It has progressed so far now that three or four times a month he brings a guy over to look at me, feel me and masturbate me. I still can't believe what a turn on it is and no longer have a need for the strip poker games we used to have. I thought Josh would be unwilling to do this at first but it seems to excite him almost as much as it does me. As good as our sex life was it is even better now. We even talk about the different ways all these guys react when he brings them over. Some are younger than me but two of them are over fifty. I always keep my eyes closed when they are here and the only time I get to see them is after Josh takes them back into the kitchen after they watched me for awhile. I then peek out the door to see what they look like. I never see any of the guys he works with unless they are here. The few guys I do see once in awhile are always nice and friendly with me never letting on that they have witnessed me having an orgasm or just seeing me naked. I am so content with this I can't imagine why I never thought this way before. It never occurred to me how stimulating it could be to be exposed so much or how it could affect me so strongly. Josh tells me I'm insane sometimes but I know it does excite him also and he is trying to bring new men to see me. He even told me some have refused so I guess not all men are voyeurs. He was going to bring two of his cousins but I don't want that since I know most of his family. I am afraid they would tell other family members about it. This Friday, Josh is bringing Alex over for the third time. He has already seen me naked twice but this will be the first time that Josh will ask him to masturbate me. He's a dorky looking guy that Josh works with and Josh keeps telling me the guy always asks him to see me again. Josh doesn’t really like him but I just said it doesn't matter who he brings. I still know we will have great sex afterwards.