13/01/2010
Well I probably shouldn't be posting this but what the hell... it's not like I know anybody here and who are you going to tell, right?
And maybe this can't even be posted at all because it does contain sorta a semi-rape fantasy. But what the heck... it's on my mind and it's a true story so I might as well type it up anyway.
About mmm... let's say 15 years ago maybe? I was in the middle of this insanely hot affair with a really attractive woman. I was 35 at the time and she was 32. She was only about 5'4" tall, 120lbs if that. Fairly slim with medium sized breasts and the cutest little pixie nose. Maybe she could have dropped 5lbs from her ass but she was perfect in my books and I loved her with all my heart and all my soul. She had amazing hair right down to below her ass and she was a real minx.
Anyway one time we got together in a building that I worked at. Half the building was vacant and composed of dozens of rooms and cubicles and door ways and closets. A real rat's maze.
She told me she had a fantasy. She explained that she wanted me to wear a ski mask and hide somewhere in the building. When she came by I was supposed to jump out and hold a butter knife to her neck and jump her. And she said to make it "real".
Well a bit freaky but I figured "WTF". So I hid. About 10 min later she comes wandering by. I jumped out, grabbed her by the hair, held the butter knife to her neck and told her "get naked bitch".
She does it and I climb on and start having sex... and she starts crying real tears. This was NOT fun and NOT what I signed on for at ALL! I stopped and got really freaked out and said "Are you ok? Did I hurt you? I'm so sorry."
Then she gets all crazy mad at me and slaps me and says I wrecked the fantasy and I was supposed to "make it real". She didn't speak to me for a week after that.
Ahhh... bit too weird for me thanks. I left that night with a creepy weird feeling. Partly because to me it was waaay too real and made me a bit sick. And partly because I sorta liked it... and that made me even more sick to know that might be inside me.
We had this really strange relationship and our affair lasted about 2 years. Naturally it ended badly as they all do... but along with a bunch of freaky weird times (man could I tell you some stories!) there were some good times in there too.
I often think about her. I much later learned that she had been abused as a kid and had all kinds of "daddy issues". She was all messed up inside. Like you couldn't tell from that story? Her hubby of the time had all sorts of issues in bed... bla bla bla like you care about that?
So there you go. My true story... believe it if you like but it's real. Why would I lie? Kinda still haunts me to this very day.
*** From Webmaster: It's true I will not post stories containing rape but in this case it was a fantasy WITH HER CONSENT meaning it was not rape at all and that she had control over the situation and she also had a relationship with him. Fantasy situations that couples create are not at all the same as the real thing so I will allow these types of stories.