16/06/2009
My gay experiences
1st time I had sex of any kind, was with a dude...
For the record, I consider myself "try-sexual"...I love women, but I like sucking cock, too.
I was 18, and we had a big campout at the Farm...as usual, sleeping outside got old about 3 am...so into the farmhouse we all went.
My brother had like 4 of his buddies, I had 4 of mine.
We deployed onto the numerous couches and beds.I ended up sharing a bed w/ "mike" ..w/ someone else on the floor.
Early, early in the morning, I wake to mike felling my dick , hand in my shorts...
I had masturbated a lot by this time, and looked at enough stolen porn magazines to know what he wanted...
Sure enough, when I pulled down my shorts, he swallowed me whole...sucking furiously.
I grabbed his dick, for reciprocitie's sake, bu never went further than that...he sucke and sucked, and I came so hard...he never spilled a drop.
He lay back down, whispered "thanks" and said no more.
I got up, after a while, and went for a shower...everybody, including my dad and the other"chaperones" were sound asleep...it was around 5 am.
I masturbated furiously in the shower, and thought about it.
Made peace with the idea.
Later that day, as we're all picking up the half-used camp, I managed to get a word alone w/ mike...asked him what was up...
He said,"ya mean last night?...oh I don't kniow"
He was pretty distant ever after...
Came out as a flaming Fag later that year...
I had numerous women after that...live in girlfriend, the whole bit...
We experimented with aciod and X and lotsa pot and alcohol...a few of the acid trips devolved into good old fashioned hetero orgies...
Wasn't till me and my girl, P, were living in a travel trailer in the woods, that us and JR dropped acid, and took him home.
It was cold and rainy...we were all wet by the time we got into the humble shack...
So it seemed prudent to disrobe...we were all of us nudists and had seen everything anyway...
Tripping pretty hard, we ended up painting P w/ lipstick, drawing designs on her tits, and belly, etc.
JR wanted to put lipstick on her "other lips" and I said "sure".
I was rubbing my dick raw at this point,so I needed lube of some sort...all we had was suntan oil...
By the time I found it, JR was fingering P...all naked, all "painted" w/ lipstick designs...trippin balls.
So I was stroking myself, JR mounted P and was fucking her, she's moaning and talking dirty, looking at me every now and again...I'm fixin to cum...so I unload on her lips (the ones on her face)....the acid is preventing JR from cumming...so P wants to fellate him...I get hard again and fuck her from behind...
In a moment of heat, My face next to hers, his dick in her mouth, it pops out for a moment and slaps my lips...
Purely accidental...everything stopped...JR thought the fun was over...thought I was macho, or something...so I lunged toward his dick and it popped into my mouth, I let off fucking P, and sucked...it was my first fellate.
He had no problem cumminjg this time, the extremity of the situation, w/P watching up close, was too much, I guess.
It being my first cocksucking experience, and all, I wasn't really good at it...almost gagged when the semen spurted down my throat...dribbling out of my mouth.
We all fell back...tired...I've got a mouth and chin full of sperm...P's got a finger in her twat with a flushed look on her face... and JR looks kinda sheepish, unsure of what had just happened.
I was on fire!
Soon I'm fucking P again, JR watching...I cum all up iin her..and it's his turn to fuck her...make sure he's not gay, i think...
End up asleep...acid worn off.
Both told me independantly that it was the craziest night ever...
JR grew distant, although him and P got it on on occasion...me and her stayed together for 2-3 more years...had many more "adventures"...including fucking on a coffee table at a party in fron of a bunch of strangers...
She helped me accept my kink...my bisexual tendancies...