16/05/2009
I have decided to write this account in anticipation of your interest and also I have kept this secret too long.
My story starts when I was young and I was having trouble at school and what felt like the next day my mum & dad were called into school, and informed that I was mentally retarded, and would need to attend a special boarding school. Before I realised I was dumped in a strange place and left to cry I found myself being comforted by a girl about my age, I’m Sue she said and we became friends and spent all our time together. We left that school in the summer of 1964 and were given jobs at the local Mencap factory, where we developed into boyfriend & girlfriend, holding hands, kissing and touching each other’s naughty places. After her birthday tea, we went for a walk into the woods. We found a secluded spot and Sue took her knickers off and showed me how she liked to play with her “fairy” it wasn’t long before she made funny noises, sort of went very stiff started shaking then went floppy I was frighten at first (I had seen epileptic fits at school). She told me when she did it she had a funny hurt but she liked it very much, then she pulled her knickers up and got my cock out and started rubbing it and I had a funny hurt in my belly and my leg’s felt funny as my stuff shot out in four or five big spurt’s it had a strange smell. Sue laughed and giggled. We started doing this secret play every chance we got, then at the end of October the weather was cold and wet so we had nowhere to go, the problem was solved by Sue’s mum, stating that now we were grown up we could baby sit for Jenny (Sue’s 24year old sister) so she could have a night out with her husband. On Saturday night as soon as Jenny left, Sue took her knickers off and I climbed on slid into her cunt, it was heaven (I knew about making babies) so after about five minutes of thrusting I pulled out when I got that feeling and spunked all over her belly Sue rubbed my cock until I was stiff then we fucked again and as soon as I finished Sue wanted another fucking but I couldn’t get stiff again, just as well Jenny came home with some friends and nearly caught us. Over the next few weeks we found out what happened at Jenny’s special parties, Sue talked Jenny into allowing us to join in the next special party held once a month and on New Years Eve 64/65 we attended our first party. All the girls went into the front room the men in the kitchen, out of a box the girls picked a small numbered silk purse, inside the purse was a disc with the same number which she put into a money box, (only the rich used car keys) the box was brought into the kitchen and tipped onto the table and the men picked a disc. When that was done a girl called out four numbers and the men with the numbers went up stairs and found the right number hanging on the doorknob. When my number was called I found myself with Jenny she was laid on the bed no knickers legs open I was told no kissing just sex so I climbed on as I went in, Jenny said “don’t forget to pull out” but it was too late, two pushes and spilled my lot inside her, she said if I was that fast with Sue she’ll be having a baby in no time. When we went downstairs jenny put my number in her little purse and dropped it in the box to be used again. When I walked sue home we talked about how much we liked it. We decided to keep going, and over the next few visits some of the girls asked me if I had any French letters (I looked blank as I had no idea what they meant) then they told me to pull out, and some didn’t say anything they just wrapped their legs round me and never kept still’ I liked fucking with them best because most of others they just laid still. And some girls just pushed me off after two or three pushes like Jenny did the next time I had her. After about the forth party Sue was returning to the box to pick new numbers three or four times, she wasn’t the only one (she had more than her share) and gradually the numbers of single men were increased. Then it was late spring that I came home from work to find Sue’s mum & dad and my mum & dad in our front room where I was told that I would be getting married in two weeks. As Sue’s dad left he turned and said “Bloody Retards” I was confused, mum told me that Sue was going to have a baby. Well we got married on a Friday morning and got a house from the Social later in the afternoon not far from where Jenny lived, now it was alright to spunk inside Sue, and when I did she said it was a lot better, she made more noise and went stiff longer and shook harder. Sue told me that now I was as good as the men at Jenny’s house and she couldn’t wait for tomorrow’s party, at 10pm on Saturday night we were at Jenny’s party that night I watched Sue have sex six times and as each man filled her with his spunk I leaked into my underwear, when we got home I removed her knickers and opened her pussy because she was still full of their mess it ran down her legs and Sue still wanted more. I was proud of the way Sue could satisfy all her lovers, and nothing gave me more pleasure than watching her in the throws of a powerful orgasm after a while I stopped going with other girls and just watched Sue. Our lives carried on like this with a baby every year until the night I was 21 when Sue gave birth to our fourth baby. My mother took me too see Sue in the maternity Hospital that night (strict visiting hours) when we went to the nursery to see my baby the nurse showed us a black baby. Mother kicked up a fuss calling her stupid (the nurse) my son’s wife is not a “Nigger” and that’s a nigger’s baby (Please don’t take offence this was 1969 people hadn’t accepted coloureds) we were taken to Matron’s office where mother made an official complaint insisting proper tests were made, she took me back to her home. Tests were made that confirmed Sue was the mother of the coloured baby, because of our status, Social Services got involved they ordered tests on the other children and it was found none of them had the same farther also none were mine. The story hit the local newspapers and our dirty linen was in public, and mother kept me at home for the next five years also mother refused to believe that I took an active part in the proceedings, I did and enjoyed it. (In the last few years I have learned that girls with certain learning difficulties tend to be more promiscuous and seem to have no inhibitions.) If you are interested in how I got from there to how I am today. I’ll write another instalment.