11/03/2009
From the moment we exchanged our first words and felt the need to chat daily to your response to my loving feeling when you asked me if you had to spell it to me on Decmeber, 12th, followed by the need I have to tell you I really really love you Carmen Orosan, that was a beautiful online love story.
You made me the happiest man on Earth on December, 13th when you told me you booked your ticket and you had to meet me and be with me.
Later that evening, we felt so much again for each other that we had our first cybersex.
The first time we made love online. after two days you responded to my growing loving feeling and booked a flight to join me in Paris..
Carmen Orosan (12/12/2008 12:45:11): to be totally honest here, I can't wait in the morning to talk to you
Ed (12/12/2008 12:45:22): OH?
Ed (12/12/2008 12:45:35): you really need to talk to someone
Carmen Orosan (12/12/2008 12:45:50): yeah right, that is not the reason
Carmen Orosan (12/12/2008 12:46:10): do you want me to spell it?
Ed (12/12/2008 12:46:15): I understand
Ed (12/12/2008 12:46:24): same here
Carmen Orosan: I just know I have to meet you
Ed (13/12/2008 17:49:21): let's meet and see where it goes
Ed (13/12/2008 17:49:50): it is only the second time in my life I want to say "I love you"
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 9:25:11): I wanted to sleep more this morning, couldn't
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 9:25:17): thinking of you
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 18:13:40): I found in you something that I never thought I could find in a men
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 18:14:42): you have the same problem I have
Ed (13/12/2008 18:14:49): and it is?
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 18:15:15): I will wait to wisper in you rear
Ed (13/12/2008 17:41:29): Thought a lot about the situation
Ed (13/12/2008 17:41:34): resisting
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 17:41:46): and that are your conclusions?
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 17:42:02): meant what
Ed (13/12/2008 17:42:03): conclusions, conclusions, not so fast
Ed (13/12/2008 17:42:11): the jury is still out
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 17:42:48): I will wait
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 17:43:17): I made my decision
Ed (13/12/2008 17:43:21): Thought that it would be stupid resisting the attraction and passing some happiness
Ed (13/12/2008 17:43:48): that we are mature enough to do what has to be done
Ed (13/12/2008 17:43:58): not to far from each other
Ed (13/12/2008 17:44:09): let it happen
Ed (13/12/2008 17:44:16): the question was
Ed (13/12/2008 17:44:27): do I stop everything now or not
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 17:44:54): had the same problem today
Ed (13/12/2008 17:45:04): and the decison is?
Ed (13/12/2008 17:45:12): decison
Ed (13/12/2008 17:45:20): GRR nervous bear
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 17:45:27): I am coming
Ed (13/12/2008 17:45:36): I am happy
Ed (13/12/2008 17:45:42): very happy
Ed (13/12/2008 17:45:49): immensely happy
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 17:45:56): I am happy too
Ed (13/12/2008 17:45:57): the happiest bear in France
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 17:46:09): and happy that you are happy
Ed (13/12/2008 17:46:16): merci mon amour
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 18:02:47): I can not see very good tonight
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 18:02:54): what I am writing
Ed (13/12/2008 18:12:42): I am so happy, I do not know how to express it
Ed (13/12/2008 18:12:49): my eyes are wet
Ed (13/12/2008 18:13:27): I feel both great and scared
Ed (13/12/2008 18:13:34): like a teenager
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 18:13:40): I found in you something that I never thought I could find in a men
Ed (13/12/2008 18:13:46): so much for the old bear
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 18:13:58): there you go
Ed (13/12/2008 18:14:09): and what did you find?
Ed (13/12/2008 18:14:23): I am very bad at seeing myself
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 18:14:42): you have the same problem I have
Ed (13/12/2008 18:14:49): and it is?
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 18:15:15): I will wait to wisper in you rear
Ed (13/12/2008 18:16:00): I can't wait for this moment to happen
Ed (13/12/2008 18:16:48): I think the moment I will see you will be the best moment I have for these past years
Ed (13/12/2008 18:17:41): and this gives me strenght to take all these decisons I did not take
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 18:19:48): and besides I can not believe that I will com to see you
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 18:20:09): to be honest here until yesterday I was sure I will not come
Ed (13/12/2008 23:45:43): I will have to stop
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:45:47): t
Ed (13/12/2008 23:45:53): do you?
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:46:13): stop what?
Ed (13/12/2008 23:46:22): telling blonde jokes
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:46:36): nope, don't have to
Ed (13/12/2008 23:46:43): thanks
Ed (13/12/2008 23:46:50): about dark
Ed (13/12/2008 23:47:08): do you like to make love in dark or or light
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:47:39): not too much light
Ed (13/12/2008 23:47:47): candles
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:47:55): but not completly dark
Ed (13/12/2008 23:48:00): I see
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:48:02): candles the best way
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:48:12): what about you?
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:48:19): I like to see
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:48:27): and to look
Ed (13/12/2008 23:48:30): I like to see my lover
Ed (13/12/2008 23:48:54): I like to discover pleasure in her eyes
Ed (13/12/2008 23:49:16): I like to see, to smell to touch
Ed (13/12/2008 23:49:23): to bite, to eat
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:49:25): I like to see the expresions on the face
Ed (13/12/2008 23:49:46): sensual we are
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:49:48): this is really making me so hot right now
Ed (13/12/2008 23:49:55): me too
Ed (13/12/2008 23:50:15): type with one hand
Ed (13/12/2008 23:50:20):
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:50:31): naughty
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:50:37):
Ed (13/12/2008 23:50:37): Me?
Ed (13/12/2008 23:50:44):
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:50:48): yes you, who else?
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:50:56):
Ed (13/12/2008 23:51:14): naughty?
Ed (13/12/2008 23:51:15): no
Ed (13/12/2008 23:51:27): just expressing desire
Ed (13/12/2008 23:51:35): horny we are
Ed (13/12/2008 23:51:37): uh?
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:51:58): we sure are
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:52:10): for each other
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:52:14): maybe/
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:52:16): ?
Ed (13/12/2008 23:52:21): I had cybersex with a german last year
Ed (13/12/2008 23:52:26): first time
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:52:45): and how was it?
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:52:49): I never had it
Ed (13/12/2008 23:52:56): a discovery
Ed (13/12/2008 23:52:59): hot
Ed (13/12/2008 23:53:04): not bad
Ed (13/12/2008 23:53:19): we just did not go further
Ed (13/12/2008 23:53:34): She wantd to fly Berlin to paris
Ed (13/12/2008 23:53:46): I did not like her personality
Ed (13/12/2008 23:53:57): would have gone nowhere
Ed (13/12/2008 23:54:12): except maybe a good week end of fuck
Ed (13/12/2008 23:55:02): you want me to tell you what I would like to you right now?
Ed (13/12/2008 23:55:17): to do to you
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:55:22): oh yes
Ed (13/12/2008 23:55:37): I would like to hold you in my arms
Ed (13/12/2008 23:55:50): to caress your back
Ed (13/12/2008 23:55:56): your shoulder
Ed (13/12/2008 23:56:00): your neck
Ed (13/12/2008 23:56:07): your face
Ed (13/12/2008 23:56:21): I would like to see your eyes
Ed (13/12/2008 23:56:26): closer, closer
Ed (13/12/2008 23:56:53): I would like to kiss your closed eyes
Ed (13/12/2008 23:57:00): then your nose
Ed (13/12/2008 23:57:06): your lips
Ed (13/12/2008 23:57:31): feeling your lips opening to my kiss
Ed (13/12/2008 23:57:48): feeling your response to my kiss
Ed (13/12/2008 23:58:00): biting your upper lip
Ed (13/12/2008 23:58:11): your lower lip
Carmen Orosan (13/12/2008 23:58:18): I already feel this
Ed (13/12/2008 23:58:26): feeling your soft tongue
Ed (13/12/2008 23:58:34): touching mine
Ed (13/12/2008 23:58:52): and your hot body against mine
Ed (13/12/2008 23:58:59): pressing ontomine
Ed (13/12/2008 23:59:21): smelling your natural perfume
Ed (13/12/2008 23:59:53): kissing you where your neck meets your shoulder
Ed (14/12/2008 0:00:16): going down to your breast
Ed (14/12/2008 0:00:31): licking them one after another
Ed (14/12/2008 0:00:44): swallowing the nipples
Ed (14/12/2008 0:00:54): one after another
Ed (14/12/2008 0:01:16): caressing your breast with my big hand
Ed (14/12/2008 0:01:30): taking them in my palms
Ed (14/12/2008 0:01:42): kissing you everywhere
Carmen Orosan (14/12/2008 0:01:56): must say you are really really good at this
Ed (14/12/2008 0:02:10): I love doing what I say now
Ed (14/12/2008 0:02:22): that's simple
Carmen Orosan (14/12/2008 0:02:35): can imagine what you could do if I were there
Ed (14/12/2008 0:02:50): what would you do?
Ed (14/12/2008 0:03:24): I would massage your shoulders
Ed (14/12/2008 0:03:36): going down to your ribs
Ed (14/12/2008 0:03:51): kissing every inch of skin
Ed (14/12/2008 0:04:03): kissing you again
Carmen Orosan (14/12/2008 0:04:07): exactly my thought at this moment
Ed (14/12/2008 0:04:36): feeling my little friend hard against your tummy
Ed (14/12/2008 0:04:56): I would go down to your soft tummy
Ed (14/12/2008 0:05:11): kissing every inch on the way down
Ed (14/12/2008 0:05:32): I would take you down on the bed
Ed (14/12/2008 0:05:46): spreading your legs
Ed (14/12/2008 0:06:02): kissing the inside of your legs
Ed (14/12/2008 0:06:43): kissing the joint of your legs with the body
Ed (14/12/2008 0:06:55): kissing your pubis
Ed (14/12/2008 0:07:05): how is your pubic hair?
Carmen Orosan (14/12/2008 0:07:14): really short
Ed (14/12/2008 0:07:18): hmm
Ed (14/12/2008 0:07:22): and blond
Ed (14/12/2008 0:07:24): ?
Carmen Orosan (14/12/2008 0:07:31): more or less
Ed (14/12/2008 0:07:51): I would kiss all this area
Ed (14/12/2008 0:08:08): smelling the smell of your moisture
Ed (14/12/2008 0:08:20): are you really wet?
Carmen Orosan (14/12/2008 0:08:32): when?
Carmen Orosan (14/12/2008 0:08:35): now?
Ed (14/12/2008 0:08:39): when making love
Carmen Orosan (14/12/2008 0:08:41): or usually?
Ed (14/12/2008 0:08:42): or now
Carmen Orosan (14/12/2008 0:09:00): oh, yes, now I am
Ed (14/12/2008 0:09:42): You made me hard when writing thes words
Ed (14/12/2008 0:10:00): I would look at your intimate lips
Ed (14/12/2008 0:10:15): I love seeing them opening
Ed (14/12/2008 0:10:33): and becoming red with the excitment
Ed (14/12/2008 0:10:44): I would kiss them
Ed (14/12/2008 0:10:58): bitng them slightly
Ed (14/12/2008 0:11:08): going up
Ed (14/12/2008 0:11:24): to discover your most intimate point
Ed (14/12/2008 0:11:37): tense and red
Ed (14/12/2008 0:11:56): I would swallow it slowly again and again
Ed (14/12/2008 0:12:11): I would kiss it
Ed (14/12/2008 0:12:20): I would lick it
Ed (14/12/2008 0:12:36): I love licking a woman
Ed (14/12/2008 0:12:47): I love hearing her breath
Ed (14/12/2008 0:12:56): becoming different
Ed (14/12/2008 0:13:14): and her tights becoming tense
Ed (14/12/2008 0:13:27): her pussy becoming really wet
Ed (14/12/2008 0:14:07): I would ask you to show me how you would like my fingers caressing your love button
Ed (14/12/2008 0:14:12): show me now
Ed (14/12/2008 0:14:16): do it
Ed (14/12/2008 0:14:38): I love to see a woman giving herself pleasure
Carmen Orosan (14/12/2008 0:15:08): is it exciting for you?
Ed (14/12/2008 0:15:10): with her finger going around her love button like you are doing now
Ed (14/12/2008 0:15:14): it is
Ed (14/12/2008 0:15:23): but mencome too fast
Ed (14/12/2008 0:15:40): I prefer to give plesure first
Ed (14/12/2008 0:15:44): pleasure
Ed (14/12/2008 0:16:17): I love to see your finger rubbing on the sides on the love button
Ed (14/12/2008 0:16:37): now that I have seen how you like it
Ed (14/12/2008 0:16:47): my finger replaces yours
Ed (14/12/2008 0:17:02): going around this little button
Ed (14/12/2008 0:17:16): one way and the reverse
Ed (14/12/2008 0:17:28): your legs are really tight
Ed (14/12/2008 0:17:39): your breast are tense
Ed (14/12/2008 0:17:54): my mouth goes to your fontain
Ed (14/12/2008 0:18:10): and my hands press your breats
Ed (14/12/2008 0:18:22): playing with the nipples
Ed (14/12/2008 0:18:41): my fingers come back to your pussy
Ed (14/12/2008 0:19:05): one enters almost by mistake because you are so wet
Carmen Orosan (14/12/2008 0:19:18): I like that
Ed (14/12/2008 0:19:19): it is hot and wet inside
Ed (14/12/2008 0:19:34): feel my finger inside
Ed (14/12/2008 0:19:40): do you feel it?
Carmen Orosan (14/12/2008 0:19:49): oh, yes
Carmen Orosan (14/12/2008 0:19:52): mmm
Ed (14/12/2008 0:19:59): Hmm
Ed (14/12/2008 0:20:39): a second finger comes inside and plays with the love liquor that is now dripping
Ed (14/12/2008 0:21:01): my thumb rubs your love button
Ed (14/12/2008 0:21:15): the two fingers go back inside
Ed (14/12/2008 0:21:23): in and out
Ed (14/12/2008 0:21:37): I hear your pleasure coming
Ed (14/12/2008 0:21:47): your breath is short
Ed (14/12/2008 0:21:59): your back is making an arch
Ed (14/12/2008 0:22:11): your whoe body shivers
Ed (14/12/2008 0:22:19): the pleasure comes
Ed (14/12/2008 0:22:54): you take my hand to remove it because your want to feel my little big brother inside
Ed (14/12/2008 0:22:59): instead
Ed (14/12/2008 0:23:10): but I want you to come first
Ed (14/12/2008 0:23:45): so you press my hand back to let the finger reenter you
Ed (14/12/2008 0:23:48): a
Ed (14/12/2008 0:24:04): you want it faster and faster
Ed (14/12/2008 0:24:21): your moaning tells me you are close
Ed (14/12/2008 0:24:28): you are coming
Ed (14/12/2008 0:24:46): your own finger circles your love button
Ed (14/12/2008 0:24:56): when mine goes in and out
Ed (14/12/2008 0:25:03): and you come
Ed (14/12/2008 0:25:07): now
Ed (14/12/2008 0:25:20): your legs press on my hand
Ed (14/12/2008 0:25:31): I can't take my hand out
Ed (14/12/2008 0:25:49): I almost can't move my hand
Ed (14/12/2008 0:26:15): only my finger can move a little bit inside near the entrance
Ed (14/12/2008 0:26:30): and your pleasure comes again
Ed (14/12/2008 0:26:35): and again
Ed (14/12/2008 0:26:45): you are breathing easily
Ed (14/12/2008 0:26:58): saying something
Ed (14/12/2008 0:27:07): about your pleasure
Carmen Orosan (14/12/2008 0:27:22): Romanian, can't understand?
Ed (14/12/2008 0:27:29): I guess
Ed (14/12/2008 0:27:53): I am very hard now
Ed (14/12/2008 0:28:06): and I want to come inside
Carmen Orosan (14/12/2008 0:28:17): I just want to fell you inside of me
Carmen Orosan (14/12/2008 0:28:26): filling me
Ed (14/12/2008 0:28:53): You spread your legs and you ask me to come inside
Ed (14/12/2008 0:29:23): but I am afraid I am so excited that I won't last long the first time
Ed (14/12/2008 0:29:35): So I do not move much
Ed (14/12/2008 0:29:47): you are so hot and wet
Ed (14/12/2008 0:30:03): I am fully inside before knowing it
Ed (14/12/2008 0:30:23): and I see your eyes filled by pleasure
Ed (14/12/2008 0:30:31): wide opend
Ed (14/12/2008 0:30:43): I see how good you feel
Ed (14/12/2008 0:30:57): I am so excited I am shivering
Ed (14/12/2008 0:31:12): I would like this moment to last forever
Ed (14/12/2008 0:31:23): but I am too excitd
Ed (14/12/2008 0:31:32): I have to go out
Ed (14/12/2008 0:31:47): or I will explode instantly
Ed (14/12/2008 0:32:07): I come near you and kiss you
Ed (14/12/2008 0:32:15): I kiss your lips
Ed (14/12/2008 0:32:41): my hand is back again between your legs
Ed (14/12/2008 0:32:52): I feel you are so wet
Ed (14/12/2008 0:32:59): it is dripping
Ed (14/12/2008 0:33:08): my finger reenters
Ed (14/12/2008 0:33:27): and bring even more love liquor out
Ed (14/12/2008 0:34:09): my left finger that has a round hand because I lost the tip is going into
Ed (14/12/2008 0:34:23): like a little sex in and out
Ed (14/12/2008 0:35:12): I caress the skin between the love grotto and the backdoor trying to enter one finger there too
Ed (14/12/2008 0:35:43): you moan again and ask me to go back inside with my little big broter
Ed (14/12/2008 0:36:03): I go but can't be slow now
Ed (14/12/2008 0:36:31): I become crazy holding your hips with my hand
Ed (14/12/2008 0:36:38): going in and out
Ed (14/12/2008 0:36:54): I feel pleasure is coming, coming
Ed (14/12/2008 0:37:07): I can't do anything to slow it
Ed (14/12/2008 0:37:22): I ask you to come with me together
Ed (14/12/2008 0:37:50): and I feel pleasure spreading through you
Ed (14/12/2008 0:38:07): I go down on my back
Ed (14/12/2008 0:38:16): and pull you onto me
Ed (14/12/2008 0:38:36): because I want to feel your body against mine
Ed (14/12/2008 0:38:42): tight, very tight
Ed (14/12/2008 0:38:57): your head is on my shoulder
Ed (14/12/2008 0:39:21): and I am the most happy man this nihgh
Ed (14/12/2008 0:39:25): night
Ed (14/12/2008 0:39:32): Je t'aime
Carmen Orosan (14/12/2008 0:40:04): must admit never felt so horny and it was the best sex I ever had
Carmen Orosan (14/12/2008 0:40:36): can't wait until I will actually feel you inside of me