Hello,
This is the girl writing tonight. My boyfriend doesn't know I'm posting this yet. He will once he reads it though. (Hope you are getting a hard on babe, knowing this is to you.)
I'm going to give a little background on my boyfriend and me.
We met through a mutual friend and neither one of us had any plans on it becoming serious. We hit it off though and here we are 2 1/2 years later. When we met we both lived in Kansas City. At the end of January though, he moved out of state because he got a job offer that he understandably couldn't resist. He and I want our relationship to go further so even though I thought I would NEVER be in a long distance relationship, for him, I felt it was worth it. I wouldn't consider moving for just anyone but I will eventually end up moving my life to be with him. He's been a pretty incredible guy to me and we seem to just click on levels that are rare to find. I was extremely worried what long distance would do to us though. With that being said, I've been shockingly surprised. I think the distance has actually made us stronger.
The reason I decided to write this tonight was because he hasn't been his typical self. There are factors that play into him not being himself but I wanted to make him feel desired and wanted on a big level. He and I connect sexually unlike either of us have ever been with. He really enjoys my deviant side that I have. Here lately with us being apart it is difficult sometimes to bring that side out. I'm a very passionate and physical person and now I have to think outside that box to add to our arousal. Since I am a person who has a high desire to be touched regularly, I tend to lean on him to help me feel comforted emotionally since we are apart. Even though he hasn't said this, I am probably being a little selfish in that area. I love attention and he gives me more attention than I could ask for, but with us being apart I recognize that I'm seeking it more than I'm giving. I don't recognize that I'm doing it at the time, but this week I have seen it. What better way to rectify that situation and to show him I desire him, than to pursue one of our fantasies.
He and I have a swinger lifestyle personality and it has worked well with us and we can't wait to explore more with each other. We have only been able to explore the surface of the swinger aspect though. He and I have been with another girl in the bedroom and that was a lot of fun. I can't wait to do it again. We are both very much into fulfilling each others sexual fantasies. One of my fantasies was to be with him and another guy at the same time. I didn't really think that it would ever come true, but I enjoy thinking about it. He made me promise that the first time I was with two guys it had to be with him. I of course didn't think twice about it. I want the first time I'm with two guys at the same time to be with him and with a guy him and I decide, fit our circumstance. The other fantasy I had was that he watched me pick up a stranger from the bar and he watched me flirt with him and then take him back to our place and have my way with him, and then have my boyfriend walk in and "catch" me. Knowing he knew it was going on because he watched me leave with the other guy. This idea turns me on like no other.
My boyfriend took this fantasy a step further. In the last month he said he knew I was very much in need of being touched and he wanted me to go to the bar and find a guy to take home. The thought turned me on a great deal. Thinking about a strange man licking my aching pussy, making my back arch, me deep throating his cock, me riding his cock to a screaming orgasm...all while my laptop camera was on so my boyfriend could watch me being pleased the whole time. The other side of that fantasy is as I told him, he's unleashing the slut in me. He knows when I'm with him, I'm with him and nobody else. With that being said if we and another couple where playing in the same room and swapped that would still be me and him together. This is a whole new level though. I can keep my inner slut tame as long as there is a reason for her to be tame, but him giving me permission to play as I please...well that's a turn on but I've wanted to be sure he was sure. I know he is sure, but my only hesitation comes from me because the idea of being able to play freely makes my pussy wet and very much excites me, I just don't want this to come in between he and I. I told him if I did this, I want us to grow stronger, not apart.
I've been thinking about how I could make this fantasy happen. Part of my problem of going to a bar by myself, is it's just not as fun to go by myself. If I went with my girlfriends I typically have a blast. However, I can't just "freely play" with my friends around. I keep this swinger lifestyle between my boyfriend and I (well and now you all reading this. lol) but most of my friends would give us a bunch of flack about it, so it's easier to just keep it between he and I, with the exception of a couple of our friends.
After a bunch of thought, I thought I would do my searching here. :) However, I have a list of criteria that goes into my search and I will be very selective. I want this to be a safe and fun experience. My search will not happen over night. I'm not just jumping in bed with just anyone. The person has to be drug and disease free for starters. Most importantly the person has to understand I am juggling a lot in my life right now and my free time isn't a lot. That will change in about a month but until then I'll be talking to guys (girls are included in this though...I would very much enjoy being with a girl one on one while my boyfriend watched from his webcam.) I'm guessing it will be harder to find a willing female though who isn't just trying to bring me in to have a threesome in with her man. I'm looking for a person who isn't trying to prove something to me or my boyfriend. They have to understand I'm not trying to replace him, this is for him and I to further our sexual desire for each other. That is all, nothing else. I won't list all of my criteria on here because I'm not looking for a guy who can just be the "perfect guy". I still want an honest guy who is just down to earth having fun with me. I also, have to be attracted to you. Let's be honest, attraction to you and you to me, is still important. For me it is anyways. Please understand if you email me, the email goes to a joint email address that my bf and I have set up together so we can both share in sexual deviance. Be respectful and again, understand I'm just fulfilling our fantasy. My first priority is my home life which includes my kiddo, work and my boyfriend. If I don't respond quickly to emails, please be patient. (I still have emails to respond to that I am excited to email back. One is from a female who sent me pictures of her husband's curved cock...that email was a huge turn on and I can't wait to email back. Even though she emailed awhile ago, I haven't forgotten)
The thought of me having a screaming orgasm from another man or woman while he watches makes me wet right now. My pussy is aching to be touched...will you be the one to help me with that?
Babe, here is your last chance to back out of this fantasy which is going to come to a reality. Before we had our threesome that I set up, you said it would never happen. You said this would never happen either. You should know by now that I don't say I'm going to do something if I don't mean it. If you even remotely don't want this to happen, here is your chance to let me know. Otherwise...your deviant slut of a girlfriend is going to have her pussy licked, fingered, and fucked to orgasm and she is going to have a cock buried in her throat at some point as well. You kept asking what I was doing tonight...well this is it :) Hope you are excited because I am. :)
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